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Marilee Green~Μελινοε ([personal profile] meli_mollifies) wrote2011-02-09 02:50 pm
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Why did no one find it necessary to inform me of the fact that the only father I have ever known is not mine?

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[identity profile] persephoniacal.livejournal.com 2011-02-09 10:59 pm (UTC)(link)

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[identity profile] persephoniacal.livejournal.com 2011-02-09 10:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Darling.

[identity profile] meli-mollifies.livejournal.com 2011-02-09 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Why, Mama, did you not tell me?

[identity profile] persephoniacal.livejournal.com 2011-02-09 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Because. Because I did not like to admit it. You are my daughter born out of my marriage to Hades. He has always been your father.

[identity profile] meli-mollifies.livejournal.com 2011-02-09 11:22 pm (UTC)(link)
... There are times when the truth is painful and necessary. You had no right to keep that from me. What did you hope to protect me from?

[identity profile] persephoniacal.livejournal.com 2011-02-09 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
This, Melinoe. This pain.

[Switches to voice because it is so much easier to talk to her child]

You should have been Hades', don't you understand? I couldn't bear the idea that Zeus might take another of my children from me.

[Voice]

[identity profile] meli-mollifies.livejournal.com 2011-02-09 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[Does, too, because she's slightly tired of typing. Her voice is slightly hoarse, soft and strained]

He was the one who told me. It should have been you long before now...

[Voice]

[identity profile] persephoniacal.livejournal.com 2011-02-09 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[And her voice is gentle, almost pleading]

He had no right to do that. He has no right to you, at all.

[Voice]

[identity profile] meli-mollifies.livejournal.com 2011-02-10 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
[A bit more angrily.] Just as you had no right to keep this from me. What did you expect to happen when I found out, Mama, be it Zeus or a book or someone else? That all of this would simply fade away? That I would be perfectly fine with being lied to all this time?

[identity profile] blesseddeath.livejournal.com 2011-02-10 04:31 am (UTC)(link)
I can't tell you things I do not know.

[identity profile] meli-mollifies.livejournal.com 2011-02-10 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
... I am sorry, Makaria. I was not aware of your ignorance to the matter in addition to my own.

[identity profile] blesseddeath.livejournal.com 2011-02-10 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
I am sorry this was kept from you.

[Filter: Makaria]

[identity profile] meli-mollifies.livejournal.com 2011-02-10 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
I feel betrayed.

... I am not sure whether or not this is what I am supposed to be feeling.

[Filter: Melinoe]

[identity profile] blesseddeath.livejournal.com 2011-02-10 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
I don't think there are set things you are suppose to feel when you find out something like this.

[Filter: Makaria]

[identity profile] meli-mollifies.livejournal.com 2011-02-10 05:09 am (UTC)(link)
He was supposed to be my Papa, too...

Thank you, sister. When you are ready, I think am ready to finally meet your Gregory.

[Filter: Melinoe]

[identity profile] blesseddeath.livejournal.com 2011-02-10 06:05 am (UTC)(link)
You don't have to meet him. I won't force you to do that.

[Filter: Makaria]

[identity profile] meli-mollifies.livejournal.com 2011-02-10 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
I know I do not have to, but I feel that this is something that I need to do. I feel as though my crippling fear has caused me to lose my only sister, and I don't want that.

Things are difficult enough as it is. I need to find strength.

[Filter: Melinoe]

[identity profile] blesseddeath.livejournal.com 2011-02-10 06:22 am (UTC)(link)
Sisters do not lose one another because of anger. If this is what you want to do, then that is what will happen. I had no great hopes of the two of you becoming friends. I just wanted you to believe that your family would keep you from harm, even with the addition of the dog. That is all.

[Voice]

[identity profile] persephoniacal.livejournal.com 2011-02-10 06:56 am (UTC)(link)
[Still ever-so-soft, but with a thread of iron in her tone]

Zeus forced himself on me, disguised as the man I love. Do you understand? I thought it was Hades. I lay with my husband and you are our child. I didn't keep it from you to hurt you. Hades is your father. Zeus is not. He is nothing.

[Voice]

[identity profile] meli-mollifies.livejournal.com 2011-02-10 07:31 am (UTC)(link)
[Sounds pained, but her voice is softened]

Mama, I know you would not keep something from me to hurt me. I know that.

I just... I feel lost. [Teary.] I do not know how I am supposed to feel, Mama.

[Filter: Makaria]

[identity profile] meli-mollifies.livejournal.com 2011-02-10 07:41 am (UTC)(link)
At the time it was such a shock, and I was so upset--I simply did not know what to do. Fear is a curious thing, sister. It has made me weak.

For us, I am going to try. But it will be gradual, of that I am sure. Thank you for your patience, Makaria, as tried as I'm sure it was.

[identity profile] helmed-darkness.livejournal.com 2011-02-10 08:06 am (UTC)(link)
Presumably because it was deemed irrelevant.

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[identity profile] meli-mollifies.livejournal.com 2011-02-10 08:13 am (UTC)(link)
It's irrelevant to know who my father is?
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