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[Meli sounds absolutely exhausted and near tears. She hadn't slept much at all before it had all started. Now, there is none, and she's afraid she's losing it altogether]
I want to tear my ears out and simply die.
I hardly sleep as it is.
At least those who follow me remember what that actually is and give me peace at times. All this? This beast growling and snarling through everything as though it's going to kill me? Horrid. Throwing myself from the rooftop would be preferable.
I would see a physician for help, for a remedy for any sleep, but I could be committed instead. This will not do...
Are any of you having better luck?
I want to tear my ears out and simply die.
I hardly sleep as it is.
At least those who follow me remember what that actually is and give me peace at times. All this? This beast growling and snarling through everything as though it's going to kill me? Horrid. Throwing myself from the rooftop would be preferable.
I would see a physician for help, for a remedy for any sleep, but I could be committed instead. This will not do...
Are any of you having better luck?
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[Filter: Phonos]
Date: 2011-03-12 08:50 am (UTC)From:To be honest, I am not sure a sleep aid would help at this moment. I do not let things affect the job that I do, but being mortal and having an incredible lack of sleep is affecting my daily life as a whole. I could not tell you the last I've eaten, either.
So, at this point...death feels preferable. I do not know whether or not it would help, but I am desperate, Phonos. And that is not something I would admit to on any basis...
[Filter: Makaria]
Date: 2011-03-12 08:54 am (UTC)From:Death will do nothing for you, Melinoe.
[Filter: Phonos]
Date: 2011-03-13 03:12 am (UTC)From:Filter: Melinoe | I blame the alcohol for my filter failings.
Date: 2011-03-13 09:26 am (UTC)From:[Filter: Phonos] | Riiiight. ;) Freudian slip.
Date: 2011-03-13 08:54 pm (UTC)From:Why does this want of death offend you so? Especially since you are Murder personified and it seems that we do return.
Filter: Melinoe | Ffft.
Date: 2011-03-14 04:40 am (UTC)From:[Filter: Phonos] Bwahaha.
Date: 2011-03-14 06:04 am (UTC)From:I would never willingly disrespect you, Phonos. I am not of sound being right now.
I am sorry I said anything at all. Perhaps suffering in silence is best for me.
Filter: Melinoe | I almost did it again. :| Makaria is just a cooler name, sorry.
Date: 2011-03-14 06:16 am (UTC)From:[Filter: Phonos] But...MELIBEAN!!
Date: 2011-03-14 06:19 am (UTC)From:Filter: Melinoe | xD
Date: 2011-03-14 06:32 am (UTC)From:Filter: Phonos | I await the day... lol
Date: 2011-03-14 06:35 am (UTC)From:Filter: Melinoe | You will be waiting a long time, chum. :3
Date: 2011-03-14 06:39 am (UTC)From:[Filter: Phonos] :P You'll see!
Date: 2011-03-14 06:46 am (UTC)From:All I know is that I am so exhausted and tired and feeling ill from the lack of sleep.
I hope that some comes soon before I must work.
Filter: Melinoe
Date: 2011-03-14 06:49 am (UTC)From:[Filter: Phonos]
Date: 2011-03-14 06:53 am (UTC)From:Filter: Melinoe
Date: 2011-03-14 07:02 am (UTC)From: