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[A very ecstatic-looking Melinoe is back to her normal self, but wearing the far too big clothes that she'd borrowed. On some women, they might look sexy. On her, she feels ridiculous, but you couldn't tell...]
[yelling] I'M ME AGAIN!
[yelling] I'M ME AGAIN!
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Filter: Melinoe
Date: 2011-04-24 08:21 pm (UTC)From:What are your intentions toward me, Melinoe?
Filter: Phonos
Date: 2011-04-24 10:01 pm (UTC)From:I admit that I would like to see if a relationship for us is possible, not just work and general pleasantries. But it isn't something I want to force you to do. I've already opened a rather large bag of things that you weren't used to and did not particularly want when they happened.
I feel selfish at times.
Filter: Melinoe
Date: 2011-04-24 10:26 pm (UTC)From:Also tell me: what does a relationship entail?
Filter: Phonos
Date: 2011-04-25 12:50 am (UTC)From:Before I answer that question, I want to know what you think it entails.
Filter: Melinoe
Date: 2011-04-25 01:14 am (UTC)From:Filter: Phonos
Date: 2011-04-25 06:15 am (UTC)From:I only know what I do because I have observed, because I have had conversations with those who follow me. I cannot make you feel things you do not. I can only try to help you understand the things that you do feel, even if I am not the thing that moves you emotionally.
Filter: Melinoe
Date: 2011-04-25 07:28 am (UTC)From:needdesireneed, then you must look elsewhere.Filter: Phonos
Date: 2011-04-26 01:12 am (UTC)From:Then whyWhat was it all forAs you wish, Phonos. This will no longer be an issue for either of us.
Filter: Melinoe
Date: 2011-04-26 02:22 am (UTC)From:Filter: Phonos
Date: 2011-04-26 02:27 am (UTC)From:Filter: Melinoe
Date: 2011-04-26 03:22 am (UTC)From:Filter: Phonos
Date: 2011-04-26 04:05 am (UTC)From:There will be no more talk of feelings, emotions or the like. You'll live your life the way you wish to, and I'll live mine. Work will be as it should be.
Filter: Melinoe
Date: 2011-04-26 04:16 am (UTC)From:Filter: Phonos
Date: 2011-04-26 04:29 am (UTC)From:I know you cannot give me everything I would ever want, and I would never ask you of something you cannot provide. It's my own fault for letting it get as far as it had, and for being selfish enough to think that there might have been more. There is no blame here but to myself.
Filter: Melinoe
Date: 2011-04-26 04:36 am (UTC)From:I would never deny the things that have happened between us and I have told you that I am different with you than with others.
You contradict yourself. Either you are asking more of me than I am capable of and it is your error, or you wish only to ask for what I am capable of and will allow me the time to endeavor it.
Filter: Phonos
Date: 2011-04-26 05:00 am (UTC)From:Tell me what you want, Phonos. While those are things that would be nice to have in a relationship, those are also things that happen over time. They are also not the be-all end-all of a relationship. I've never had one beyond friendship and family, and everyone is different. What I know I've learned from being on the outside.
Tell me what you want.
Filter: Melinoe
Date: 2011-04-26 05:08 am (UTC)From:Here and now, I only know that I do not want any less of you than I have now.
Filter: Phonos
Date: 2011-04-26 05:27 am (UTC)From:Some more than others. It's less lonely hereTo the way we are supposed to be.I agree. I don't know what it is that we have, but you're a part of it, and that's what I want.
Filter: Melinoe
Date: 2011-04-26 05:53 am (UTC)From:Filter: Phonos
Date: 2011-04-26 06:14 am (UTC)From:I was notI triedI will try my absolute best for you. I am far from perfect, but I will try.Filter: Melinoe
Date: 2011-04-26 07:31 am (UTC)From: