4/12

[meli_mollifies]

This has to end soon. I want to work. I am tired of feeling like a big, clumsy oaf. I want to wear my clothes again. It isn't that I am not grateful for the clothes that have been lent to me during this time, but, well... I'm sure we all miss our own skins.

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[Filter: Meli]

[gifted-sight.livejournal.com]

You can not blame yourself for his reaction to the kiss. There was no way you could have known something so simple would have created such a dilemma. When someone looks human and mortal, it can be easy to forget they are not.

That might be for the best. Emotions are...messy and need time and space. Just be careful with how you end your relationship? If he's ever ready to deal with having emotions, he might need you. When I spoke with him he seemed quick to assume things and it wouldn't help if he read your intentions wrong.

[Filter: Helenus] Because tagging myself takes talent. lol

[meli-mollifies.livejournal.com]

I have a feeling that no matter what I say, it will be read wrong. Though I have noticed that he's been listening more and resisting less. I am not entirely sure what that means.

I don't know what to think anymore. I was foolish.

[Filter: Meli] All the cool kids do it XD

[gifted-sight.livejournal.com]

It probably means he's learning and adjusting.

Maybe you are over thinking it all? Not everything makes sense. And it's better that its someone he knows who has created this problem, then a stranger. If we're here long enough, he would have to deal with this eventually.

[Filter: Helenus]

[meli-mollifies.livejournal.com]

I hope so, for his sake if no one else.

You are right, I suppose. However, I do believe it would be good for him to have his own time to consider everything.

[Filter: Meli]

[gifted-sight.livejournal.com]

Then give him time, wait for him to come to you. And for now, stop thinking about it if you can.