[A very ecstatic-looking Melinoe is back to her normal self, but wearing the far too big clothes that she'd borrowed. On some women, they might look sexy. On her, she feels ridiculous, but you couldn't tell...]
He's not easy to read, that is certain. But then, I thought I saw something in him that wasn't there and I made a mess out of everything. I'm definitely not completely right, either.
It's strange because I think I see him try to understand, and then it seems he gives up so easily. I haven't had the opportunity to speak with him about any of this... not since after the first night of the "change" for all of us.
We'll see what happens on that first day back.
How are you feeling? How is your stay with Cassandra going?
It could have been worse, I haven't had to see him since. Moving out made it easier to not think about it. Which I guess isn't dealing so much as ignoring.
It will take some time, have no doubt. And it may be that you both need to fight through the hurt to figure out the rest of it all. I'm here if you need me, if I can do anything.
I should like to meet her sometime. You seem to be fond of her and vice versa. That makes me happy.
I wish it were better. We have our good sisterly moments, but it seems that since we've been here, there's been less good and more frustrating. Such is the way, I suppose. Still, she is my sister, and I love her very much.
You do not give yourself enough credit. At some point, we all need to live in the now, and as painful as the past may be, we're all here together. We have to make it through.
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Date: 2011-04-17 07:14 am (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2011-04-17 07:39 am (UTC)From:[Filter: Helenus]
And I might just be wrong about everything.
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Date: 2011-04-17 07:54 am (UTC)From:[Filter: Meli]
I don't know, I can't read him at all, but I don't think you're completely wrong.
[Filter: Helenus]
Date: 2011-04-17 08:00 am (UTC)From:Going back to work will be interesting.
[Filter: Meli]
Date: 2011-04-17 05:52 pm (UTC)From:[Filter: Helenus]
Date: 2011-04-17 07:58 pm (UTC)From:We'll see what happens on that first day back.
How are you feeling? How is your stay with Cassandra going?
[Filter: Meli]
Date: 2011-04-17 09:49 pm (UTC)From:It's been good. Better then before I think....Maybe a little lonely. I'm not used to Cass having a boyfriend.
[Filter: Helenus] You apparently look like a Meli.
Date: 2011-04-17 09:55 pm (UTC)From:Is he good to her?
[Filter: Meli] It's the long flowing locks he has
Date: 2011-04-17 10:11 pm (UTC)From:He seems to and she is happy with him.
[Filter: Helenus] Smexy tiems.
Date: 2011-04-17 10:26 pm (UTC)From:I'm glad to hear that. I'm not sure that I've ever met Cassandra.
[Filter: Meli] Bow chicka wow wow~
Date: 2011-04-17 10:39 pm (UTC)From:...in death you might have. But here, she's obviously around. If you wanted to. And thankfully not as crazy as she was in Troy.
[Filter: Helenus] Brown chicken brown cow?
Date: 2011-04-17 11:37 pm (UTC)From:I should like to meet her sometime. You seem to be fond of her and vice versa. That makes me happy.
[Filter: Meli]
Date: 2011-04-18 12:00 am (UTC)From:Of course. I'm sorry that your relationship with your sister isn't as good.
[Filter: Helenus]
Date: 2011-04-18 12:23 am (UTC)From:I wish it were better. We have our good sisterly moments, but it seems that since we've been here, there's been less good and more frustrating. Such is the way, I suppose. Still, she is my sister, and I love her very much.
[Filter: Meli]
Date: 2011-04-18 01:01 am (UTC)From:Re: [Filter: Meli]
Date: 2011-04-18 04:52 am (UTC)From:Just do the best that you can. Be brave, darling.
[Filter: Meli] lol you did it again
Date: 2011-04-18 06:31 am (UTC)From:The same to you. I don't think your first day back will be as bad as you fear.