Marilee Green~Μελινοε (
meli_mollifies) wrote2011-03-17 05:09 pm
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We need to go out. Please. I am in need of a drink. Or several.
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I'm Fuck
We need to talk. Not whatever my blubbering mess was last night.
But I would understand if you do not want to.
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We need to talk. Not whatever my blubbering mess was last night.
But I would understand if you do not want to.
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You can either enjoy your time here to the best of your ability or continue feeling as though you amount to nothing to no one else. Try laughing or smiling or caring about something. The world will look a lot different to you.
Death is only one small part of life. The rest of it is yours to shape. Do with it what you will, Phonos. I fear by the time you realize it, it will be too late.
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I do not desire to laugh, smile, or care. What is the purpose?
Death is life. I do not perform slaughter, Melinoe. I am Slaughter. Murder, Killing. It is everything. I am the spirits of its will. I may be mortal now, but my purpose has not changed.
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Your purpose has not changed. Neither has mine, but I get far less sleep.
You live this life we were thrown into the way you want, Phonos. I suspect the one thing any of us could do to frustrate Khaos and Gaia more is to be happy. There is that, if nothing else. There isn't anything I could ever say or do will change your mind about how you view yourself. Is that not the answer you've been wanting to hear?
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I am sorry I am of no help. I've only managed to make things more difficult for you. At least, that is what it feels like.
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And that you are more than what you think you are.
There is no need to solve this right now. Take some time and think about it. If you decide in some days that you are content as you are now, then that is what will be.
No matter what you choose to do, Phonos, I still consider you an ally and a friend.
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Small starts grow and blossom if they are nurtured. You need to begin believing that you deserve to be happy. You've enough melancholy. It could stand to be evened out, even just a little.
These things take time, so if you do decide to go forward with something like this, try not to become discouraged, though we all do at times. The important thing to remember is that you must take the good with the bad. The balance between the two is always crucial, for how would we know how to appreciate the wonderful things that happen to us if nothing bad ever happened?
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I only offer suggestions in the hopes that you will at least think about them. I cannot make you see what you do not. You know that I converse with the dead, yet you cannot see it. You do not accuse me of being a liar because you do not see. This... is similar to the fact that I do see some wonderful qualities in you, and yet, you do not see them for yourself. And you tell me I do not see truth.
Sometimes one must make do with with the situations they are given and make the most out of them.
Do you fear that you, as Murder, as Slaughter and Death will be hindered in your duties if you embrace such things?
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You observe, of Death, what I cannot. I believe you because it is illogical to assume deceit when lacking evidence. I have evidence of myself. You cannot know me as well as I know what I need.
I am making the most of my situation. I am Murder; I fear nothing.
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You are correct. You know yourself better than anyone else would.
You are Murder, yes. But you fear your mortal self and what comes with being as such, not your entity.
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I will see you at work, Phonos.