...I apparently have not answered any of your questions satisfactorily. I told you only what I know, what I feel, and what I believe to be true. That is all I can do, for I am not perfect.

There is nothing left to say, other than I do hope that one day you find yourself to be wrong and that you do find your happiness. If it has happened to others in far worse shape than yourself, then it is yours to find. All of us want for something good in our lives, and that is not a bad thing.

And if that makes me wrong to want for good things for others I care about, then so be it.