I never, ever meant to upset you. I chose to be brave and do something that I never thought I would have a chance to do. And my becoming flustered was my fault. It was never you. I simply did not take my time to understand you. I thought I knew you well, or reasonably so.

I am sorry that my actions and words frustrated you so. I do wish for your happiness, Phonos, in whatever way that's best for you.